Today’s journal, Spirit Beings is about the time I was suffering Sepsis following the removal of my thyroid. Of course, there is no mistaking that I might have been delusional however, my intuition tells me something else.
Ever since my early twenties, I often see shadows of spirit beings out of the corner of my eye. However, when I look, nothing is there. I first began noticing it when my daughter was about three years old. She had an imaginary friend called Kenny and I was OK with this.
Since then, I accept my growing awareness and I have no trouble sensing a spirit close by. Sometimes when I do Reiki I can sense them and also when I have been in graveyards doing my photography. This is a different story altogether as I like to photograph headstones. You can view more of my photography at my other site www.amandanorman.com.
Intuition or fear?
Even now when I think back to my troubles with hyperthyroidism, my intuition was telling me that the operation would go wrong. Of course, I decided to ignore it and treat it as my fear rising. As the doctors would tell me, I cannot stay on medication that isn’t good for me following several relapses. Yes, I gave in and reluctantly went into the hospital for a full thyroidectomy. It was either this or have a drink of a radioactive soup, no thank you!
What should have been an overnight stay in the hospital turned into a fortnight!
Did Spirit Beings Save Me?
To cut a long story short, I remember being in a different room and I couldn’t lie still. I am not sure if this had to do with pain, spasms, or tensing. In addition, I wasn’t alone!
Lots of doctors and nurses where around me, including Mark but no one could calm me. My body was being prodded and poked with various needles. I also remember the bloody catheter being inserted. Also, I felt the presence of fans with hot and cold air at different times. Unfortunately, I must have lost all control and either fell asleep or passed out.
At one point though, I do remember lifting my head up and looking down the bed towards my feet.
Either side of me were spirit beings and I can only describe them as black flames. I know, bizarre right?
They were plucking the poison out of me, just doing their job and that is all I remember of them. I’m not a great artist but I have attempted to show you what I saw.
I can only conclude that it was not my time to leave and therefore, my work is not complete. Following this experience, my journey of progressing spiritually has grown stronger. Thankfully, I know that I am fulfilled with the work I choose to do and I am happy.