This is a follow-up to my Living in Fear post, but also my thoughts about my journey of healing.
My Journey of Healing
You must have heard the phrase, ‘wake-up call’?
Well, back in 2017, I experienced my ‘wake-up call’.
My higher self was screaming to be freed from the HELL HOLE that I was creating for myself.
It’s easy for me to talk openly about how I felt back then with my anxiety and depression.
Thinking back to my dark days, I remember this sudden realisation that I cannot go on like this any longer. My higher-self was telling me to do something now!
This was my ‘wake-up call‘!
I knew at this moment in time that I had a choice to make.
Live or die!
I chose to live, and without realising it, I also chose to heal.
Spiritual Healing
Many moons later and I’m a proud spiritual healer.
It’s the path that I choose to live and one that makes me shine. I can hear you questioning the word ‘shine’. Let me explain…
You may remember me telling you about a sweet old man who came in looking for a crystal?
I could sense how down he was, and his energy certainly wasn’t shining. He was depressed and worried about his health. He was most certainly living in fear. Of course, I worked my magic for him and I also thought about him daily.
Yesterday, he surprised me with a visit in my shop.
At first, I thought he was a customer waiting for a tarot reading. It wasn’t until I saw his face LIGHT UP that I realised who he was.
There was no mistaking his SHINE!
Two weeks earlier, he was a shadow of himself and now he’s simply shining. He’s living his life again and not living in fear.
Deep down I knew that my calling, my dream was to help others heal. I had been through Hell, but I’ve learned so much and I wanted to help others.
Mr. J’s visit made me shine. He is my message from the Universe that I am achieving what I once only dreamed of. His positive shining energy sets mine alight. I just can’t tell you how happy I am and more importantly, how happy he is.
Summary
Follow your dreams and SHINE.
Don’t allow fear to hold you back from living your life.
Sometimes you have to take a deep breath and challenge your fears head on. There’s no other way, but with the correct support you can climb out of your HELL hole.
If you would like my help, please get in touch.